Mental problems

For two years I have managed not to take medication. My hypnotherapist Loraine has done a great job with me. Now a single thoughtless action has put me back to below where I started. I am going to the doctor in forty minutes to ask for medication. I feel like a total failure. I really thought that I had got it right this time. Thank you to all those who stood by me and still stand by me. It is a long road and I am going to take the first step. Please wish me luck. I know you all will xx